Saturday, January 31, 2004
Yippee... next week only wrk 2 or 3 days i think... hee cos got to help out at open house on thurs... and since mon is a holiday, that means i onlt have to wrk on tues,wed and thurs... Yeah!!! but no pay de... :( and i will miss someone alot de... haha... nvm...
Today went alone to sch due to ah Ni's oversleeping and ah Yun's forgetfulness... haha... hai wo yi ge ren take train... but nvm la... undertstandable cos u all have ur "ku zhong". keke... then ah Ni so excited bout clubbing so have dcide to go next sat le.... nv go with her b4 but i know last time she's a great chiongster so looking forward to next sat... heehee... somemore xinbei, leenz and meihui might be going... yeah!!!
Went wrk ST after sch... mood was rather gd till i serve a big fucked up guest... So what if u are the managing director of a Big car company... I dun give a damn.... I treat every guest de same... just bcos u are the MD doesn't give you the right to show off and be proud... really du lan but mood was gd so dun really care and for work's sake, just have to "REN" and jia jia put on a smile... Sianz...
Tomoro(Actuall its later cos now 12 plus le )going Jesmon hse with hy to bai nian after attachment... haha... he's cooking spagetti... hope its nice... :)
Shujuan12:38 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2004
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got this from nette webbie... rather true wor!!!
Shujuan12:28 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2004
Its CNY eve today... have a great dinner with moi parents, sis, grandma, second uncle, his wife and my cousins... the food was nice.... of cos la my mum cooked de... hee hee...
Went to watch Magic Kitchen with Nette, Alex and Huiyi.... the show is fantastic I cay say... but again... certain things in the show did affect me... haiz... esp the percentile part... and it is rather true lor.... how can there be a future for me if i can't even let go of the past... really dun wish to be like Sammi in the show, holding on for 5 years ever since the break off... wondering whats happening to myself? feeling rather moody.... haiz...
Sorry Nette and Alex for my cold shoulder towards both of you... just want to be alone at that time.... maybe seeing both of u together somehow make me think of him again.... but actually felt rather neglected... sorrie if I am being too sensitive gal but I do feel so.... sorrie...
Now its Chinese New Year le... really hope to have a great year ahead...
Shujuan12:00 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2004
Hee hee... wat a tiring and wonderful day spent... really so long nv spend time with my mum le... hee hee... was out whole day with mum... brought her to ST dining room to eat today together with Shihui, her mum and her dad... rather fun siaz... esp the "lo hei" part... so kind of Linsel to give us free yu sheng... thannks Linsel... haha... then Shihui father very funny when we "lo hei", kept saying things like lo le win lottery yi bai wan, win toto yi qian wan all these... we were laughing non-stop siaz... keke... but very fun la... then Shihui mum tell me i must really "teng" my mum more cos she really put in a lot of effort taking care of me when i was young that time... i can only say mum, i will de and i really love you alot.... thanks for everything...
Went shopping with mum after that, then meet up with Sis at Orchard.... went heeren.... saw a nice halter neck top and mum bought it for me.... hee hee... and my Sis bought a dress... wow... wat a nice figure she have siaz... so envious... "qian tu hou qiao" keke... so envious siaz... haha... then went to take neo prints with them... so nice lehz... hee hee... after that went to a shoe shop and saw Sumin.... she is working there... bought 3 pairs of shoes from her and got great discounts from her lehz... hee hee....
Now on my way to dreamland soon... tomoro another boring day
attachment againz.... sianz...
Shujuan11:55 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Felt so betrayed... haiz... but i know i am the one to blamed... no matter wat they are together now... can't keep anythings from him too... told her he will sure angry de... haiz... u say u will put it in a nice way... how nice? tell me how nice?
I know I should't have msg her all those stuffs... I know I am a bitch in doing so... but my intentions are not ill... really.... just dun want her to get hurt... is that wrong? but i know everyone will sure think I am very bad... but it dosent matter.... i also dun wish to clarify myself either... really very sad.... if he want to scold me just go ahead ba.... maybe i will feel better if he scold me... haiz....
Tot that things will be over le... but on sat night suddenly tot of him again in the cab... tot of all the calls that i will make to him if i worked till 2am... tot of all the things that happened at wrk from the days we becum frenz till the day that we are together and even till the days after we broke off... tears nearly came off but i just control myself... cos melissa were also in the cab, dun wanna scare her... y? y must i think again? can somebody just erased all the memories of him? can i just have selective memory lost? can I? sometimes things just happen the way i dun want it to be.... i really want to be free from all these hurts and bitterness.... can somebody help me?
Shujuan11:40 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2004
Today went back to school, have really nice chats with my poly galz... found out that now only left 3 attached... but really enjoy myself chatting with them la maybe also long time no see them le... hee hee... CRM was so boring siaz... haiz... project still must ballot somemore but luckily in the end i still got Valerie and Wanjing with me... poor jenny have to be alone with 5 guys and poor Adil have to be alone with five galz... keke... my group rather balanced de... got 3 guys and 3 galz... they went out after lessons but i cannot go due to work at sheraton... sianz... really wanna hang out with them but can't... hee hee... nvm... still got other times de...
He didn't came wrk today dunno for watsoever reasons... but abit du lan lor... not becos of him la.... dunno what misunderstanding was caused and it resulted in Chandra cancelling my today shift becos dunno who go and tell her or she hear wrongly that one of my family member pass away... wtf siaz... touched wood lor.... rather angry de but after that cooled off le.... hee hee...
Tomoro will be going to the Converse fair at a warehouse in Paya Lebar... hope can get my shoes at real cheap price... hee...:) time to sleep le...
Shujuan12:45 AM
Thursday, January 08, 2004
Feel rather happy today... heehee... actually noticed a cute guy from one of the tour agencies... rather siwen type... and today finally got a chance to know his name cos my clolleuge ask me go take air tickets from him coincidentally... but too bad, he got gf le... nv mind la... not like him, just find him cute only... keke...:)
Then went gym with Huiyi... wat a day man!!! saw two guys, one body build looked like him but the face not really la... pattern also de same somemore... ai yo... then hy kept saying zheng de heng xiang lehz... haha... then more worst saw someone who looked like Edwin... haha... but fatter version de... then we kept laughing cos really look like Edwin...(No offence hor Ed but really can imagine how u looked if u are fatter... keke)
After that went U2 and bought a nice shirt... haha... I buy de of cos nice la... :P Sianz... tomoro going back school le... Memories again.. Pengz... nvm, but also happy long time nv tok with poly galz le... hee hee... can tok cock tomoro again... Yeah!!!
Got these from Hazie's blog
You are Sloth!
Lazy huh ?? You're a bit slow in getting going -
and tend not to do anything unless it is
absolutely necessary. You'd rather sit around,
watch TV/Sleep then go out and about with
friends, or take part in a sporting event. On
the positive side, you tend to be quite smart,
as you spend a lot of time watching the News
(!!) or on the computer, Also by conserving
your energy, it's right there waiting for you
when it's vitally important to get going.
Consider possibly moving out of the room once in a
while - and perhaps once a week trade watching
TV for half an hour with a walk - and you'll be
back on track.
However, Congratulations on being the most
intelligent of the 7 deadly sins...
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Shujuan11:06 PM
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Did something clumsy at work today... haiz...was doing billing and drinking my hot and yummy milo at the same time... Shui Zhi Dao Yi Bu Xiao Xin my milo spilled on all the papers siaz... ai yo... then spend half an hour cleaning up the whole mess... then the whole stack of paers kena from white becum brown siaz... luckily boss nv see, if not sure kena scolded to death de... Phew... luckily kath help me clean up abit... thanks kath... :)
Thats all... nth much to write...
Got this from nette's blog... I am spring... hee hee true la... always believe pple easily... can't tell whether the person is telling the truth sometimes anot... haiz... stupid me... must learn not to trust pple easily le... dun wanna be hurt in the end...
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
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Shujuan10:25 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
My legs aching... So so pain... Must be running too much le... haha... went gym again with Huiyi and Jes... saw neighbour Jack... he was like so surprised to see me there... keke...feel so tired now... *Yawnz....
Saw Hendry on my way home... he is going fo Mervyn's grandfather funeral... have a light chat with him... but luckily nv see him... if not also dunno wat to say... somehow or rather feel distanced from Hendry le ever since the break up with him... haiz... also dun wanna put Hendry in a difficult position... no matter wat, they are gd brothers... thankfully, me still have palz like Nette, hy, Jes, and Samantha.... and a lot of others(lazy to mentioned sorry wor) who were there for me too when i needed them...
Tomoro going gym again with huiyi and Shihui... wanna keep fit... Wahahaha... Really too tired le... now on my way to dream land soon... hee...
Shujuan10:33 PM
Monday, January 05, 2004
So tired... just went gym with shihui... wah... damn tiring siaz.... tomoro going again with hy and shihui... but rather fun la... but only go for bout 1 and 1/2 hour cos Shihui seems very tired cos of her dance in the afternoon...
He's attached le... haiz... feel happy for him... and sad at the same time... really cry out siaz after 11 long days... somehow or rather cannot take it but after that felt better... put all the photos that we have taken high up in the cupboard so that i will not go and see... keep the things that he have gave me in my cupboard too.... really want to let go once and for all... so decided to keep away anything related to him... tears were rolling down my cheeks as i keep all those things... slept at four on sun morning at 4am... b4 that went supper with nette, hy, jarlyn, carol, kaiying & toot... really long time nv have supper with them le esp ying and carol... really misses those old days... poor ying was being suan repeatedly... haha... Saw Yongshun, Baohong, Youjun, Juhong and one more familiar guy which i dunno the name...
Wake up at 1.30pm on sun... went out with hy and Shihui to bugis.... we really shop siaz... reached there at bout 3.30 ba... and shop all the way till 9 plus in the night.... both Shihui and Hy bought somthing but me nv... :( but nv mind on sat bought a skirt le... hee :)
Now really damn tired le... whole body aching siaz... now on my way to watch home run vcd le...
Shujuan9:52 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2004
Its a new year le... so fast.... 2004 le... really hope this year would be a better year for me... really hope life would be better this new year... life is rather gd for me last yr... esp at the middle part when he was in my life... really happy to have him at that pt of time i can say... feels that I am the most xinfu nu ren at tat pt of time... really... but eversince he is gone, sometimes feels like there is no aim for tomoro... no more days to look forward to... but ultimately, still have to move on de no matter wat... so really hope everything will go smoothly for me this year... :)
Wrk at dining room yest... kept thinking of him when i looked up towards banquet foyer... remembered that was once when i was eating with nette, her mum, hy and toot... and when i looked up, there he was.. we were just close frenz then... after that waited for him and hendry for them to finish wrk to go home together... he was really so cute... tot of his cuteness really brightens my day... I really misses him alot though... though i might act as though i dun care bout him le but actually i do care about him...everyday, i tot of him, thinking how has he been?, wat has he been doing these past 2 months? It really tong ku to miss someone when he is just besides you... esp when you know that u cant chat with him like last time anymore, esp when u know that he is no longer the one he used to be... those moments of joy and happiness are only meant to be cherished... and i really cherished them... each and every little bits of them...
Okie... tots aside... was clumsy again yest... slip and fell yest again... so pain siaz... like wat Leon says year 2002 feel at banquet, yest fell at dining rm... haha... then nette still can say xin de yi nian, xin de kai shi, xin de die dao(style of fallings)... haiyo... dunno y always so clumsy de... so malu siaz... then make a fool of myself in front of my lecturers somemore... tot they ordered magarita but actually they didnt and i realize that one of them was my lecturer, My Edwin Lim, really so shocked when i saw him and so pai seh also... haha... and this year, i was taking baby chair for my guest at 12.00 am sharp... everybody was counting down and there i was taking baby chairs... haha... and poor nette was wiping cutleries again at that time... keke...
Now on my way to have dinner with mum and dad le... Ciaoz...
Shujuan6:25 PM
