Thursday, March 30, 2006
I AM FEELING SUPER DUPER DU LAN NOW!!!!!!! and this stupid cockcroach irritates me at the wrong time... bursting in tears as i am blogging...
I took a peep at my April shift... and its realli very bad * 1000000000000000000 times... i really hope this is not the finalize one... Firstly, i have 6 full shift while others have the most is 4.. some onli 2-3... nv mind... then i have 2 full shift consecutively, they wan to wrk me to death ah... wtf!then got two fri, i need to wrk full which means longer hrs than normal full shift... cos of the extended hours... i will miss cg for the whole mth.. i am just so pissed off with everything..... i have done no wrong... i tried my best to learn things fast and perform well... but still i must get this kind of shitty stuff...
Gal, this sun i realli hope can go with u all, but cant cos i wrk afternoon... realli sorry bout tt... ]
If only things can get better... :( :( :(
Shujuan11:51 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Hmmmm... packed my things just now... chance upon all the letters tat i had received last time and one letter which i have wrote to someone yrs back... can't believe that its actually written by me... ha... cos its so long... two pages i think... realise tat its been ages since i last wrote letters to someone... but till now i still feel tt writing letters its really a better way of expressing oneself... cos alot of times we tend to keep things to ourselves cos we dunno hw to express it out... but writing letters allow us to actually tells out all the things which we want to say to another person... be it gd things or bad things... and it will indeed help to shape us to becum a better person... hee...
Anyway, dreamt of Kang Hao a few nights ago... ha... dunno y i will suddenly dream of him... hee... and somemore i dreamt tt i was his gf in tt dream wor... keke... must be thinking too much... or maybe i did miss him subconciously... hmmm... a guy tt really leaves behind a very gd impression to me... guess only Nette knows who he is ba... someone whom i know yrs back in 1999... before i was back with Nette they all in N13, i was in N34... a cg full of brothers, me and Ying ying was the only sister left in tt group... he was Dexter's fren... a taiwanese... tall and to me quite gd looking guy... perhaps i was younger then, only 15 yrs old... guess he was 18 then, he really portray himself as a very mature guy, gentleman too... perhaps most guys i know tt yr was still young so all still quite childish and playful... except him... haha... i like talking to him.. a Mr Nice guy i would say... but he have to return back to his country no matter wat... tt yr, he went back to taiwan and we didnt contact anymore... till now, i dunno where is he, maybe back in Spore or still in Taiwan... not sure also... but maybe somehow, i still remember this special someone in my life... hope to see him again if there is such a chance...
So pple, if u want to be remembered by me always, pls be NICE to me!!! wahahaa :p
Shujuan2:06 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Went to Carol's dad wake just now... today is the last day... tomoro will be the cremation... can really feel the grief in her... felt kinda heart pain seeing her cry till so badly... can really understand hw she is feeling...Carol, U must be strong ya... All of us will always be there for you...
Sometimes, i am really afraid of growing up... really afraid of wat the future holds for me... am getting more and more afraid as i grow up... getting more and more bei guan about life nowadays... i dun know y... but i really wish that all my love ones will live longer than me...
Anyway, i do miss my supper gang too... hmmm... wait for mx exam to finish and we will have our meet ups again... i miss W328 too... its been about 2 weeks since i have seen them...
Shujuan12:37 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
插曲/演唱:7朵花
怎麼說忘就忘記 這甜蜜的過去
被思念包著厚厚的糖衣
不想再為了你傷心 這最冷的夏季
慢慢地 慢慢結成冰
承諾變悲哀 悲哀因我被愛
悲哀是你因為你不在
我好想抱著你訴苦 卻顯得好無助
無助的讓人想痛哭
我只想要 和你在一起
朝著幸福走去
像戀人般的簡單甜蜜
我只想要 和你不分離
怎麼輕易放棄
說你忘記
愛情怎麼會讓每顆心都碎
我不再相信你
卻又慢慢想起你
我想這一定是報應 都怪我太貪心
才讓你頭也不回的離去
黃色絲巾是想念 在樹上被風吹
孤單的 孤單一個人無法沉睡
Shujuan1:51 PM