~~~Juan Juan~~~

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Receive Kinder Bueno chocolate this morning. Was wondering who was is from when i saw a note on it. It was from May. She gave it to me to thank me for helping her with her books packing and doing her welcome orientation folders. How nice of her! Felt loved when pple appreciate me! Although its just a chocolate, but it does touched me. I love it when pple appreciate me. On the other hand, i dislike it when pple jump to conclusion without knowing the truth. =P

Shujuan2:55 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

"Scars (Stronger for Life)" by Corrinne May Ying Foo

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger

Scars make us stronger for life

Shujuan11:27 AM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Thanks to all who celebrated my 23rd birthday with me! I love u pple! Muacks!

Some videos taken!

Shujuan4:50 PM

Some trailers on the movie Facing the Giants

Shujuan3:36 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

Watch Facing the Giants today with cg.It was a fantanstic movie.. it is a show about American soccer.Learned alot thru the movie.. It really applies to our daily life.. In the movie, it shows how God is always there, providing us every little needs of ours. It also teaches us nv to give up this walk no matter how hard it is, no matter how big our giants are. Whenever, we feel like giving up, God is always there to cheer us on! 24/7. He nv leaves us walking alone, but he walks with us. In that show, there is a part where a guy is being blindfolded someone leads him to the finishing line. Like what Jo says, thats what faith is all about. We can't see what is ahead of us, but we have faith in him and we trust in his plan for us in this walk.

In that show, it also talks about giving praise to him at all times. and its really all times, during not only good times but bad times too. The coach taught his students to praise Him not only when they win, but when they lose too. So many times we did things for him and at the end of the day we always asked ourselves what are we doing all these for? and all these voice down to the motives of our hearts. We always need to check our hearts when we do something. Whether are we doing it because of recognition, other motives? or are we doing it to please God. cos ultimately by the end of the day, the one and only reason why we are doing it is to honour and glorify him.

And during the show,they didn't win the match all the time, sometimes they did lose. And in the show, the coach's wife went for a check up for pregnancy for the third time only to found out that she is not pregnant. I really could imagine hw disappointed she is at tat moment. but yet she told God that she still loves him. it really touches my heart. and like wat Jesmon says, in this walk, trials always come. but are we gving up just like that when problem arises? or will we be like the woman who chose to still loves and trust him even if things dun happen. Will we be like the students chose nv to give up no matter wat happen? And like wat he mentioned, all these are really moulding and testing periods. We should nv give up but keep walking on.

Like wat Andy says, hw many times have we thought about God? So many times in our life, we forgotten all about him. This question really got me thinking. So many times I just live my life through without thinking hw Jesus will feel. I really want to be transformed. I want to live a life where my emotions will not affect me anymore. Its not about me, its really about God. Like what Gershon mentioned on Sunday, dun be so emotional. and wat he says is so true, if 2000 yrs ago, Jesus chose not to die on the cross cos he is afraid, cos he do not wished to, what would becum of us today? Jesus can simply leave and not bear the cross for us, but he chose not to run away but to go through it so that we can live. Sometimes, i get so carried away by my emotions that i chose to withdraw from certain things and friends. This shouldn't be the way. We should be constant at all times, and not act according to our emotions.

A rather long and messy post. Alot of things which i have been thinking. but seems that i cant put my thoughts in place.

Sorry God, Bring me back to the heart of worship.

Shujuan12:07 AM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I’m waiting here for my life to change,
When the waters stir you can rearrange me.
Just one touch is all I need,
I’ve nothing much but the wounds I feel,
I’m looking for the hand of the miracle man.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy, Saviour, Healer,
I’m standing at the feet of the miracle maker.

I’m holding on, with your life in mine,
Living water’s come,
And you’ve rearranged me.

Holy you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy,
Saviour, healer,
I’m staring in the face of the miracle maker.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Jesus, precious Jesus,
Thank you, Saviour,
I’m walking in the shoes of my miracle maker.
I’m standing with the faith of a miracle maker.

Sang by Delirious!

I fell in love with this song at FOP!

Shujuan11:14 AM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

FOP was great! I simply love Delirious! The lead singer is simply so cool and he sang really well! and of cos he sang my favourtie praise song 'History Maker'! It was awesome! And of cos not forgetting Don Moen, his songs are those of a jazz style but i love him too! Esp songs like 'Give Thanks' and 'God will make a way'. and the preacher that day was Pst Phil Pringle! One of my fav overseas pastor too! haha.. really blessed to have attended FOP.

Was not feeling good for the past few weeks... before service, i was so down and tired. but FOP simple revive me once again! Felt such a stong prescence of God in the service and after the service, i felt so different! Felt recharged once again! Thank God for reconcillation in friendships too!

Celebrated Leenz bday yest! Glad that she loved all her prezzies! hee! Though it was a simple celebration, but things went well.. hee... Leenz, Happy 23rd birthday! Just wanna say U have been a wonderful fren to me all these while! I love ya!! MUACKZZ!

Shujuan12:50 PM