Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Had a stupid dream last night, woke up feeling stupid all over again!Arghh! =(
Felt so tired this morning, feeling pain all over my right hand. Guess its the fall that i had the previous night.
Ha, I actually jay walked and fell! And its only two steps before i reach the curb! fell right in front of the taxi stand! so pai seh! Thinking back on how i fell, its rather funny, cos it looked as if i am scoring a goal in soccer! haha..
The past month have been briskwalking/jogging with some of my collegues.. it was fun and relaxing.. and most importantly stress free! Its great to have them around! But it brought back alot of memories everytime we walked past Sheraton tower.. the place which brought me alot of joy as well as tears. I miss working there! I miss the food! I miss the people! I miss all the fun and laughter!
Ohhhh... speaking about Sheraton, i saw Junfeng the other time while i was gyming with Ee chuen at YCK sports complex, and last sat i saw his GAY partner Kenneth Tan with his gf!! haha... didn't see him initially till he waved his hands right in front of my face! lol! And i was telling Nette, he's still so shuai la! think he is one of the most good looking guy that had ever worked in ST...lol.. Like ages nv seen them le! maybe 3-4 yrs? ha! how times flies huh!
Feeling so tired now... guess going to sleep soon... still thinking of what to wear for Company D&D coming next sat... till then!
Shujuan11:09 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
Dear Blog,
These few weeks have been miserable for me.
Have been crying every single night without fail before I sleep.
I do not want to be so hard hearted too, but its hard for me not to get angry and upset.
There are just so many things revolving ard my mind.
I find it so hard to believe in friendships again.
Lotsa "what ifs" in my mind.
Lost and Confused.
Shujuan12:32 AM