Sunday, December 30, 2007
我发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我 你会想到什么
Shujuan12:57 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
so if someone cannot u die die force him to go ah/
Juan Juan galgal08.blogspot.com says:
no wat
Juan Juan galgal08.blogspot.com says:
cannot say cannot la
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
i used to say that too.
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
but no longer cos i realise many people actually dun remember wat they say.
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
so these day i take people's words very lightly cos they are for many times, not serious.
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
if i keep feelin tat way,i m makin it hard for myself.
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
friends, i can hold them with their words.but not mutual friends
kokleong: Hard at work, must make it!!! says:
and people like that r a waste of time.
Was chatting on msn with my collegue KL just now. ha.. it kept me thinking how true in life some pple actually are. They say things that they do not seriously mean, not remembering what they say thereafter. Maybe i should try to tk people's word lightly from now on, how i wish i could! I really hope i can build walls ard my ears so that whatever others tell me, i would not remember, but sadly, i cant forget. i value words alot. though my top love language is no longer words of affirmation, somehow or rather, i really treasure words that were once said to me. As mention previously at previous posts, i would keep all the messages tat others message to tell me how they love me, treasure me, etc. but the more i treasure. the more disappointments i get. I find it hard to trust others now. cos i really dunno how true they are to me. i am afraid of making wrong moves, wrong decisions to open up to the wrong people, resulting in myself getting hurt. I do not want to bulid walls ard me if i could, cos i know there are many who cares for me genuinely. but its not easy.
I feel like i am losing the joy that i once had. :(
I just wanna breathe again, learn to face the joy and pains, discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more.
Shujuan12:35 AM
Friday, December 07, 2007
I simply hate to be put into others back up plan. Am I really so unimportant? I am beginning to feel this way more nowadays.. Ya.. I know.. I should not feel this way. Perhaps its just me la! Sometimes I really wonder if pple have eyes!!! Some things are not the way it appear to be!! Please, be more alert, more sharp! End up, I am the one suffering in silence!!! Wth! I hate to be affected which in the first place I shouldn’t even have bother!!
Shujuan6:43 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
There are so many people I miss.. but it seems that many have forgotten about me. Its hard to stand alone. Those friends whom I tot I can count on is not there anymore. What have I done wrong? Seems to lost the joy that I once had. Things ain’t gonna be the same anymore.
Shujuan12:09 PM
